anxious

The last week of classes before finals week has come to an end. all i have now is pure study for final exams. Its kinda wierd not knowing if im going to come back to college here next year. i have to move all my stuff out of my dorm room within 24 hours of my last final. I have a tiny car and a lot of stuff, and arizona is a long trip from here. My boyfriend said he will come down to help me move, but when i asked him a couple days ago if he was still coming he said he couldnt. sooo im kinda upset about that, but im a strong kid, ill do it all by my self. I will be moving to tucson, Az, with my boyfriend (yeah the one that ruins my life) even though things have been pretty rocky between us. I pray to god it works out, because i have been planning to move in with him since last november, but now may is finally here and i made no other plans for the summer except to live with him and get a job. I seriously have nothing else to do, i cant move in with my parents because 1. they live out in the middle of nowhere 2. they dont have room for me 3. my family will drive me nuts, expecially after living in the dorms with no parental supervision. i have gotten to used to being independent, but i cant support myself. and i cant get an apartment because what if i do decide to come back next semester, i cant get a 3 month lease lol. So all i got is to move in with my boyfriend. I hope i will make friends and i hope that i will find stuff to do, i have no idea what there is to do in tucson for fun (im from colorado).